wohh... i am still a kid :)

Well, I know the title is bit confusing...

When I was a child, I always use to wear would on one or the other part of my body....Sometimes on knees, sometimes on hand and sometime on face.... well the reasons were different all the time...Sometimes fights with other contributed to it and sometime a great fall from bicycle or my old sunny zip.. I know you all might be wondering why I am  telling you all these. 

Today I went out with my friends for a skate ride. Advait and Mahesh were on bike while I was skate..... Initially everything went fine until I reached the a slop. I was suddenly on the highest speed on skate and due to uneven stones on the footpath in a second I found myself kissing the floor. I was fortunate enough to save my head and shoulder up to some extent. But my knees had a major injuries. I saw bloods flowing out of the wounds and I was like its okay. But when I saw other people who actually were worried seen the blood, it made me realize how big the injury was. Two girls and one aunty was very kind to give the paper napkins to clean up the wound a bit.. I was still not feeling pain, but the worry on other people's face made me bit worried.

After coming home, we cleaned the wounds with savlon and applied the cream, but the blood kept flowing so I decide to visit the doctor first time in Germany. I was bit tensed to visit doctor, not because of the fear of injection but because of the language issue. But yeh somehow I managed it. Well frankly speaking, the doctors were more worried. They were like check this and that. If it is a fracture or not. Do you have pain here or not?? and all sort of questions were fired. I was surprised to see that there was a team of 5 (doctors and Nurses) who were attending me.... Well I can say the first visit of the doctor in Germany was bit scary. 

Well these wounds reminded me of my childhood. When I used to returned to home with wounds, mummy was the who got most worried. I am damn sure if she will come to know about this she will still feel same. I am glad that I am in germnay...

I  feel like I am still that kid.....or may be a grown up Kid ;)

blEssEd I Am tO hAvE yOU....

I strongly feel that some people are blessed with the ability to make the atmosphere lively..when i am around such people, it feels like just to stay with them... I feel full of life...

Yesterday a friend invited me for a dinner... We are kind of friends who don’t meet each other that often, but still we share a special bonding.. At least i think so ;). When I found my name in her list of close friends, I was bit surprised but very happy.  she named me “mega pixel” ... I kinda like that name...well actually what i want to say is we dont meet that quite often, but when we catch up, we end up talking for hours... N same happened yesterday.. We talked about almost all aspects of life... People, friends, work, frustration etc.... First of all let me tell you she is a wonderful host... U wont feel as a guest even for a moment..well let me come to the main topic, she is kind of a person with whom you would love to wander around.. Catch up for a coffee... Not because she is girl n she can talk for hours but because she has a knack to see positive side of everything and so whenever you are with her, you will feel like she is passing the positive energy to you...she can turn a sad situation into a happy occasion... Whenever i am with her I start seeing life with a totally different angle and i feel that everything is now falling in to correct sequence and place.. I feel so lively with her... I have mentioned her quite a lot now in my blogs…n there is a reason behind actually. I was inspired by her.. Her blogs, the way of seeing things everything I found very inspring and encouraging. I told her the same thing yesterday as well…. I hope she didn’t feel that I was buttering………

I consider myself lucky to have such few friends who are blessed with this special quality... Pandu, Popat, Thakur, time table ( i haven’t wrote the name intentionally), bakshi are some of my friends who  has this thing to make things light.. They can make u laugh...smile... N most important lively... Whenever they are around you will feel this is the life i am looking for... Full of fun, laughter, positive attitude and love...

I feel lucky or lets say blessed to have such friends...

Keep rocking guys...

-jai

Is it bad to be selfish?

I was taught that most of the decisions which we take in our daily life affect one or the other person directly or indirectly. Sometimes our decision proves to be wrong and there is a possibility that it may hurt our friends, relatives or colleagues personally or professionally and that’s why we need to give proper thought and time to it.

I have taken this lesson or lets say teaching very seriously throughout my life…. There are occasions when I had to go against my will as the thing which I wanted to do and what I needed was affecting my friends or family. Till date I was feeling very happy that I had given very less chance to other people to get hurt. It has helped me earned respect from my friends , family and my colleagues. They have faith that whatever my actions will be, it will be good for all.

But the incidents which has happened in the last few months in my life made me think whether I should actually think about others or not. The decisions which I have taken in the last few months have definitely  saved me hurting  N number of persons, but I couldn’t stand for something which I wanted the most in life…I lost something which was worth dying.

 What if the decision which you are making is hurting you only….what if you have to suffer for the rest of the life because of it… Now I really wonder about the funda of the life…is it really bad to be selfish sometime? Should we always consider others when taking decisions? What one should do when he knows that his one action or decision which is best for him will have impact on others life??

I am trying really hard to figure out answers to these questions….do let me know if u already have one….